Monday, January 26, 2009

Smile smile smile. I'm sure it'll be ok. Well i hope.

Ugh. I don't know what's up with my life at the moment. It's complicated yet it's so simple. I don't even know how to explain it. And my mother is laughing like a creepy clown in a horror movie.. I'm sort of scared.. Anyway.. All I can think of to do is walk around with a big smile plastered on my face and act like everything is ok because I'm afraid if I don't, I'll have to explain why I'm unhappy. And the thing is, is that I don't even know the answer myself. The only logical thing that seems to help is writing. And reading. And listening to music. I wish that was all I had to do to make htings better. But in the meantime just smile smile smile, I'm sure it will be ok. I sure hope.

2 comments:

  1. Yay! smiling iz the bestest idea eva!!!! bout ur mom laughing like a crzy clown, iz it worse than her laughing like a spider monkey? do spidermonkeys even laugh? im confuzzled. nywayz, keep on smiling! :-)

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  2. i sometimes feel like that. its a good thing to act happy, because (hopefully) it will eventually make you feel happy. and you SHOULD be happy, you're got a ton of friends (including me of course) that love you to death and always want to see you smileing.

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